i don't know where to start

Seriously, I don’t. I feel like I have a thousand things going through my head. I don’t usually talk about my day or how I feel. The only time when I do is when I’m really depressed, seriously. When my mind is unstable, that’s when I start talking. But I guess today is an exception. I’m not feeling down, I’m doing pretty well actually. I just need to sleep because I’m breaking out.

But I don’t know, I've been meaning to get something out of my chest. It’s nothing bad, no bad news. Life has just been so fantastic ever since October started (Well, I've been through maybe a few rough patches because of HELL (examinatation) WEEK) and I’m just not really into reviewing stuff. I'M TOO LAZY and i’m just never satisfied these days.

Cybercrime Law

My stand about the Cybercrime Law is actually... I don't know. But I sort of think it's okay just so we could put an end on bullying already, we've spared too much lives on that. And besides we are all supposed to be responsible for everything we say, be it behind the screen or not. However I think the law has to go through some revisions as it is clashing with (other's argument) freedom. It's just annoying how people would say that the government should focus on something else whenever government starts focusing on one. And no it's not like i'm pro-our corrupt and dirty government here but let's all give each other a chance especially our president. He's seated there for a reason, am I right or am I right?

50 shades of fucked-up

I’m halfway through reading 50 shades darker and, at the moment I’m in a bit of a love/hate situation ohmygoodnesss. but at the same time I’m so frustrated (not sexually duh) with Ana. I want to tear her hair out and kill her. maybe because i'm jealous and i don't have my own christian grey?? My emotions are just idk flying? IT'S FREAKING ME OUT.

I love the book so much. i just can't stop reading.  It’s completely addictive and I’m so obsessed (well not that much) it's crazy. What is this book doing to my mind?Maybe I should stop reading and concentrate to school..... maybe maybe maybe

I don’t wanna say goodnight

"New album of All Time Low is coming out in October. What to be more excited about? The fact that there's new music, it will also lead to a new tour!?" -Philippine Concerts

I have the best favorite band in the world! I NEED A MEET AND GREET PLEASE?

Omg remember when Alex says in the one interview that he turned Rian into a potato and Jack was just like "WOW ALEX" odmgkskxn. 

ATL's new song: http://www.altpress.com/features/entry/song_premiere_all_time_low_for_baltimore

I'm casually waiting for people to start saying Alex wrote 'for baltimore' about jack BUT it's too late. I should have known. I honestly hate when things pertaining to All Time Low are leaked before the boys tell us it upsets them and ruins the surprise ugh. But it is literally one of the best songs I've ever heard. Looking forward for more awesome songs. Okay I need to sleep now oh my gosh my head can't take this. 

Things I Hate About My Life Right Now

• Not knowing what I want.

• Having to pass the investigatory project soon when I/We haven't even started yet.

• My trust issues.

• Wanting to have a "PEN15 party" (since i'm turning 15) and the chances of not having it.

• The color of my eyes.

• How my iPhone loses its battery way too fast.

• Missing all of my cousins.

• Being a complete different person.

• I can never blog the way others do, I only rely on bullets.

Thoughts

• I tried writing reasons down… and I can't seem to write anything. and that is just so new since I always had reasons. It's in me and I don't know what the fuck is happening?

• ALGEBRA SUCKS 

• yet another sad night again. I hate feeling alone. I hate being idle.

• Some people just lack originality. So fucking pathetic. YOU MIGHT WANT TO COPY PASTE THIS AS WELL because your “discreet” ways of wanting the things I have HA HA HA

• “if i lay here, if i just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?” 

• hassle hassle hassle

• I have this secret… but I don't think I can tell anyone. What is wrong with me!

• Stressed out. I'm so stressed out. I need to chill without my grades suffering and how am I supposed to that. It's practically impossible!

• I really really really like my him haha I mean, REALLY it is scary.

• I guess I do love trying but I have everything that comes with it.

Making plans to change the world while the world is changing us

• lovely lovely day I had! "Group Study" with my friends. 

• I really don't think I could ever like anyone anymore. It's so sad. I mean, I WAS IN A SEA FULL OF PEOPLE and all I can think of was wishing how he was there or I was with him. (which will never happen) my god, this will be a long terrible journey of pain.

• You know how you're scared and just so excited that you cannot contain yourself? I ALWAYS feel that. I'm hoping for the best. But I feel somersaults and I get all giddy but anxious as well on how things are going to turn out.  But you just can't help but worry! Ugh this is how it feels. It's like nothing you do is ever going to be enough! 

• I don't think i could ever forgive myself if something happens.. God I don't know

• SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST PLAIN BULLSHIT LIKE WTF DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE

• Past few weeks were life changing and amazing

• HOW CAN SOME PEOPLE JUST TELL EVERYTHING ABOUT THEIR LIFE TO AN ACQUAINTANCE? just bothers me sometimes

• I wish I knew how to live in the present and not get stuck in the past

Laters, baby!

• Wow it has been long, isn't it?

• I still get sad. Regardless of how much I have realized and know that things have changed. Sometimes you just can't swallow it all. It's pathetic and sad all at the same time.

• Nothing is okay anymore. School is crazy but my life is crazier

• I'm at home, doing my bullets and studying. that's how messy things are.

• Timing is god damn everything. I would swear to any living creature that I would trade basically anything to fast. 

• Why do I like sad songs so much. I mean, i'm a pop punk kind of girl! Whaaat the fck is happening to me?

• Is it really possible to love someone this much

• What could make things better = a cup of good milk. a fully air-conditioned room. Some c------ whoops!  Good sleep, and maybe a trip to AFRICA??

• I need to finish reading 50 shades Darker & Freed. 

• I can never live in a house without dogs.

• I don’t give a fuck about what ANYONE thinks anymore. I’m like, fuck it, fuck off, fuck you.

• Miley Cyrus is perfect but I know for a fact she’ll be taking the same route with Britney and Lindsay, such a waste. 

• Okay that's all for now! 

stuck in reverse

(okay so I deleted all my old posts and stuff because blah blah blah)

• “flow sweetly, hang heavy”

• I feel so.. left out

• God I am amazed by how much i love my family

• So scared for the coming weeks to come yet so excited at the same time

• I have the greatest dad in the universe

• When all I want is to eat and to sleep

• Maturity never comes with age

• If we could all do one thing we have always always always wanted to do, will we be happy then?

• “tomorrow holds such better days”

• You and me plus one

• Maybe everything works out in a plan. I guess it's better if we look at it that way because then we'd never have to worry if we're in the right tract

Smash Project 2012

March 8th was an AWESOME night! My sister and I went to see the Smash Project 2012 concert at the Smart Araneta Coliseum. It was a big concert featuring The Cab, Cobra Starship, Dashboard Confessional, and The Used. Front Act: Four of our local bands - Typecast, Urbandub, Chicosci, Slapshock - and 1 Malaysian band - One Quick Buck - opened the concert.

LIV5

I went to the LIV5 show last February 18th (Saturday) at TriNoma Mindanao Parking.

The show consisted of five good (heck, I think good is an understatement) American bands: 

A+ Dropouts, The Summer Set, The Ready Set, A Rocket To The Moon, and Forever The Sickest Kids.

Here are some of the photos: 

Malaysia 2011 photo diary

Malaysia, truly Asia!